毛毛虫的星期五

Well, it is not a large room but it is cozy. The furnishment is well arragned. You can find a wardrobe in front of the door when you step into the room and wardrobe's door faces to north. In front of the door on the ground , there is a piece of red blanket which was bought by my father. The room has plenty of light since it has a big window at the north-east coner. I just put a desk facing the window and it makes me comfort anytime I read or view website. A big queen size bed is put in between window and wordrobe. In the north-west coner, you can also see a TV cabin there. Now it is used as bookcase. You will see another door in west wall. It is the door for masterroom toilet.  A samll coffee table is put colse to the desk and a lot  of books are piled on it. Another cabin is hidden under the desk. All my electrical staff are stocked inside. One white color chaire is infront of desk. That's all. Quite neat and simply room.

This is part of Service Operation knowledge.  I try to write down my idea in a simply and easy way. It is partly for myself. It helps to remind me in future what I thought today. It may be a joke when I looks back several years later but it is really a dairy for me which tracks the way I am experienced.

It is easy to let GM buy in all the SO modules but difficult to impel those policy.In Caterpillar service operation, there are too many policy,KPI and calculation there. Depend on different countries, there are different culture and habit. All those things are depent on how good the relationship is. Or I should say that the impel strategy decides how good the result will be in the end. Anyhow, Service operation is a long term activity, I can not get a big achievement within several months. But I am facing a EM which means I should be very quick and show the achievement to GM a.s.a.p. So I must separate the long term thing into several stages and sell every stage to my boss and get the approval for the next stage.

I got the some advice from ocean guy. He said SOR should help dlr people to get short term target and plan the long term target as well. Otherwise , you may need to worry about either today or future.

So I must work on how to set up a proper task and make other people comfort with those tasks.

 

手机里面有180条短信，大概也有1年左右吧，有些是朋友发的，有些是工作上的，还有一些是家里人的短信。每一条都把我带回鲜活的过去中，有些是快乐的，有些是痛苦的。但是，每删除一条，就知道有些东西永远不能挽回了，就像用板刷从黑板上抹去了那些字迹，原本还模模糊糊的印在黑板上，憋足了眼力看去，依稀还能看见一些影子，现在用板刷还沾上了水去擦，于是乎连渣滓都不能剩下了。除了那些重重划在黑板上，划伤了版面的，成为永远的瘢痕，其他一概的不再留痕了。但是，那永远的伤疤似乎是很难抹去了，除非用上好的石膏粉加上颜料，细细的调和，才能恢复到原样，但多少是有点内伤了。

删除的是短信，抹去的是记忆，没有人愿意在记忆中过上一辈子，但是很多人又摆脱不了记忆的纠缠。就像我一样，用删除短信，也只能是聊以慰籍罢了。“有时候伤心也是快乐的”，好像说得也有道理，不过能快乐总是好的..........

 

Try to live healthy and proactively. I find it is a good way to relax yourself by listening the music after runing for 5 kilometer in Gym room,especailly the classic music at that time. I was living on music at that moment. Your soul and body are both pure. Anything beautiful just rushs into your head like the dame opens and the water fall from 1000 kilometer high into a peaceful lake.

Also is is extramly good to read something. I also found that it helps you to recite something in your mind and easy to remeber for longer time compared to gerenal. Partially because I felt relaxation which means less tight. After a whole day working in office,usually I will fall to a little bit tire not because heavy working but boring sometime.I will go to bed for a while to resume my energy and try to go gym when I wake up. Otherwise , I just fall sleep for whole evening then wake up in the middle night. It will be terrible and I experienced several time which makes my day life horrible.

Compared to run in Gym room , I prefer to run in Botanical Garden. This saturday, I will go to enjoy the racket sport.

存阙斋，猛火炖慢火温，心静坐

曾老家书的只字片语，需要用心体会，身体力行才可。纵观浮华的现实，与百年之前何等相似。人心浮动，思财，思色，思动，没有长期的目标。人际交往充斥着躁动，浮夸,没有主见，偶尔有真知灼见也很容易被淹没在一片叫嚣声中。

存阙斋，就是要提醒自己的不足，进一步就是要总结，反思，“日三醒吾”异曲同工之妙，随时的反思是建立在心静的基础上，所以，古人所谓的打禅是自我反省的良方，经常参看别人的行为，经常阅读过去的经验，洗炼自己的思想。语言成就思考，思考促成行动，行动变成习惯，习惯变成个性，个性决定命运，只是人长大了，不再洗炼自己的思想，不再改变自己的行为，不再尝试行动，慢慢的习惯也就形成了，也就变成了个性，命运也无法改变了。但是,什么样的语言，什么样的思想才是适合自己的呢？通过阅读，通过游学，通过交谈，所谓猛火炖慢火温，就是花短时间了解一个事物，再用时间去实践，修改，反思，最后变成自己的东西。读书如此，工作如此，做人也是如此。为什么很多工程师郁郁不得志，归根结底，只知道读书和做研究要花时间，花精力，岂不知接人待物，也是如此。

看看现在的境遇，待遇不可谓不好，生活不可谓不惬意，可是，看到一生的志趣，现在的时间一旦错失，远非金钱所能弥补。有人讥讽我等“吃白食“，岂不知白食非我所求，如以一刻千金计算，我所失岂止万两黄金。

人若无志，犹如失去舵手的航船，运气佳，航行至彼岸亦小有收获，或者父母所遗胜多，直接飞机也可。多数沉帆下场，也有飘泊于茫茫大海不知所终。但是，志向之事，又是如此难以确定，直至自己能静思，反省，实践，才能有一个长远的志向。

 

火车，二等舱的，很好，很和谐。

好不容易，抢到一张回曼谷的单程车票，犹如获得了什么保证似的。佛国的服务就是好，连火车票上都有超市的打折券，可惜我这个人不爱逛超市...:(

火车4:35开，让我想起了那首歌得歌词，train in 4:55，a long distant love。 满眼看去都是背着大行李的外国游客，有的直接就向座位席杀过去，真是有够狂野，不过短短的火车，人不是很多，估计是泰国人不愿意远游吧？如果是伟大祖国的火车，还不把来自海外的阶级兄弟吓得够呛，一定很黄很暴力，:))

上火车看看，一点卧铺的架势都没有啊，怎么看也就是一个高级的座位席阿，于是赶紧下车问帅帅的乘务员大叔。只见大叔轻手点指，一眼望去，原来上面的货架另藏乾坤，放下，即是上铺....我晕。而且连餐桌都是自助，可以卸下，简直是太油菜了。

泰国的火车和泰国人的习惯一样，很慢很悠闲，我坐的可是特快列车，那个速度几乎可以用爬来形容，由于铁轨等级比较差，开快点就开始左右摇晃，有点像太师椅的味道，晃得还是蛮舒服的。车厢里面每个位置都有人，不过，一点都不挤，慢慢的我就打起了囤儿，伴着有节奏的隆隆声和左右摇摆，白日梦也就开始了.....

等到醒来，帅帅的乘务员大叔已经开始打理床铺了。只有一个字可以形容大叔的动作，帅~~~~~

一个封闭的私人空间出现在面前，整个车箱，嗉~~~~

慢悠悠的火车，嚅动在曼谷大地，直到曙光出现，我从青涩的清迈回到了灯红酒绿的曼谷.....晚点2个小时....................